XXX.1+1+1.rd

the space in between; hermetic beauty

me. .solitude. .me

me. .beauty. .me

me. .mind. .me



me. .and. .you

XXXII.nd

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frustration.

what.is.the.value.of.a.chance.?
what.is.the.value.of.a.manifestation?
what.is.the.value.of.love.?
what.is.the.value.of.an.abdication.?
what.is.the.value.of.an.unstable.mind.?
what.is.the.value.of.happiness.?

X.X.X.I.st

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today`s.mood;
incredible.people.incredible.minds.

lovely.busy.afternoon.

fun.lovely.night.

plans.for.other.days.

X.X.X.th

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I.seek.self.completeness

so.I.can.be.a.complete.half

then.I.can.complete.another.half

to.achieve.a.complete.love.



that.is.why.I.deny.love.at.this.moment.

XX.9th

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deny.love

twenty.8th

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digital.violence.

27.th

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26.th

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"self-reliance:
a call for a return to individual identity" R.W.E.

25.th

são.paulo.
a.picture.from.a.few.years.ago.
found.on.my.archives.

24.th

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jet.lagging.circles.&.bad.mood

二十三.°

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traffic.jam.
peace.your.mind

twenty.second.

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back.home
tired.&.moody.
many.plans.on.the.plane*

twenty.first.

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This is the first image of a series of twelve.
I revisited the previous series "basis of ambivalent mood on paper"
with a different approach.
Previously each drawing was developed trying to achieve the many facets of our mood through texture.
This time seeking for more spontaneity on the outcome I used a basic element of manipulated stains with watercolor.

twenty°

in this picture;

there is a happiness you can`t see.
take the white pair of shoes and place it somewhere on the other side of the world...
and then I will feel an endless sorrow.

this is called love.

futoshi

XIX.th

end.is.not.an.end.it.is.a.short.moment.before.a.beginning.

thanks to all the people who had time for me and for my bullshit.

with.love.in.all.it`s.meaning...

to the people who feel connected to this words.

futoshi

十.八.th

watch.
see.
observe.
analyze.
make.
precisely.
your.
decision.
.no.more.regrets.

XVII°

coat-Comme Des Garcons. 2009 a/w

it will surely complete my vanity.

it will be a long healing process.

.1.6.°.

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.in.the.right.time...
love.is.all.we.need.
.i`m blind folded by a fast mind and a weak heart.

XV.th

where`s the key to open the windows of my mind and let it all out...
so I can breath...
so I can live...
so I can be protected from myself.

f.o.u.r.t.e.e.n.t.h

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Ambiguity Intolerance.

“tendency to perceive or interpret information marked by vague,
incomplete,
fragmented,
multiple,
probable,
unstructured,
uncertain,
inconsistent,
contrary,
contradictory,
or unclear meanings as actual or potential sources of psychological discomfort or threat.”


don`t.go.deep

thirteen°

don`t.think.too.much
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12.th

so.broken.
happy.story.
sad.ending.
completely.unhealable.
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eleven°

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_t.e.x.t.u.r.e.2
For long time I thought it would be impossible to pick up ONE favorite song...
but for the last couple of years I realized that there`s only one song from all my favorite artists and bands that evokes this unique feeling in me.

rising - yoko.ono.


Listen to your heart,

Respect your intuition.

Make your manifestation,

Theres no limitation.

Have courage,

Have rage, were all together.

Follow your heart,

Use your intuition.

Make your manifestation,

Theres no confusion.

Have courage,

Have rage, we are rising...

10°

the.unstable.mind.
running from myself.

nine.th

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_t.e.x.t.u.r.e.1

8.th

vladimir.karaleev

seven.th

tokyo cold but sunny.

6.t.h.

.in.memory.of.kim.daul.
we will always say hi...

5.th

c.o.l.d
w.i.n.d
i.n
t.o.k.y.o.

4.t.h.

it is a rainy day in tokyo.

3 r d.

3 r d

2.n.d.d.a.y.

"a drawing a day keeps the doctor away"...I make Tina Berning words` mine*

Le.Lapin*